Its been a while.
I finished my bachelor and moved to austria to do my master. Some new faces and experiences but i still feel kinda more uncreative than ever.
Thats why i was also quite inactive here so i decided to put some more of my South Africa pictures online. I discovered my secret love black & white photography to work sometimes quite nice on my pictures to. Maybe the lack of drugs in my life made the change from bright shinig colours to desaturated sepia tone and finally got me to black & white. Hope you enjoy it.

See you in another life


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Happy Hollidays everyone,

I got a bunch of photos for you to check out. Hope you like it.
A lot of time passed since my last journal entry. So many things changed. Time flys by too fast. It was seems to be just yesterday when i was in school, smoking trees and searching for identity. then came the tragedys, the graduation, the goodbyes, the work, the problems, the lost dreams, the new world, new friends, new love, new life. The past seems so far away but still so close in my soul and fuck it i still cant say i found my identy. But who cares? Maybe this is the best time i had. There are only a bunch of month left until i graduate at university. Time to move on?

See you in another life, brother...

snark

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"Wie löse ich die Vergangenheit von der Gegenwart?
Vergesst die Zukunft, dass ist die Zeit in der ihr eben wart
Auf jeden Fall ist das Leben hart doch es wird erträglicher
Wenn man den Geist massiert deswegen les' ich ja
Wenig zwar aber die Quellen der Inspiration
Sind ausschlaggebend für meine Motivation... "
[Torch]

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Mood: thoughtful
Listening to: bushido - ewig nacht

"Ich geh meinem Schicksal entgegen,
mein Herz blutet mit Wörtern,
meine Tränen sind der Regen,
schaurige Szenen die sich in mir niederlegen,
ich bin ein Kind der Trauer und vor meinen Augen stirbt der Segen,
bin von Einsamkeit und Angst umgeben,
und muss diese Zeilen mit den Fasern meines Herzens weben,
mich über den Winter meines Kummers erheben,
die traurigen Schlachten meiner Träume Gestalt geben
musste vieles in meinem Herzen aufgeben,
und träume im Dreck von kleinem Glück, so ist es eben,
die Sehnsucht hat mir den Lebensdurst gegeben,
Schweigen, Wut und Trauer die sich heute in mir niederlegen,
ich muss die Dunkelheit Stück für Stück zerlegen,
meinen Finger in meine brennende, nicht heilende Wunde legen,
denn heute bekenn ich mich schuldig zu leben
und versuche krampfhaft dies leben zu vergeben Bitch!"

this world is fucking insane..
greets snark


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snark is back again,
back from the deads,
back since the time ran,
back with no regrets..

Mood: quite chilled
Listening to: tiesto mix session

"..ooh-ladida ladys und gentleman.. die mich noch nich kennen werden mich jetzt kennenlern..."

yeah 9 month passed even faster than i could really look back. the time ran and it really seems too move much faster than before. i wonder where these waves are taking me to and how the shapes in my eyes will change.
yeah my social service is now done and future seems to come closer.
anyway i can feel the changes coming.

none the less im now im back on the line and so back in DA. at this point id like to say a BIG THX to for the one week free subscription. couldnt have thought of a better present after the long inactivity. damn guys you rule
looking forward to do some more art and comments and get a little bit into this vector stuff..

greets snark..

no im not dead!
im glad some people still care. the counter shows 999 visits. just one click away from popularity. thanks 2 everybody looking by.. i hope you guys can understand that i hardly come to look around here and drop some comments
actually my times quite rare and life seems to pass away too fast. too fast to be catched, too fast it fades away like smoke. still have my luv for art but i feel like i lost the colours. i thought i lost the pain in my heart but its not gone. theres still enough around here shaping my life. but impressions move more quickly than used to do before. im not sure whether to like it or not.

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